7:00 PM, 2009—07–22
Yet another “liar dice game”? Whether or not I succeed, was not so important for me. All I needed to do was to convince myself relax and feel my spinal cord. I took the pose I like with my hands to the computer. Eyes are not in comfort, the faster the display fades out, the better.
Chakras.
The lower one began getting warmer, as if wakening up, and the tailbone began moving, though not smoothly.
The orange chakra started working faster, but it was unhappy and slightly roaring, stopping and resuming its vibration.
The yellow chakra flashed at once and started expanding fast. It was not just warm, but it was hot.
The green chakra was slower and calmer, invoking first the chakra to the right, and then the one to the left, all they were rotating in harmony, synchronized.
The cyan chakra was getting colder all the time, and I seemingly saw a black ellipse right in the middle, above the thyroid.
The blue chakra responded well, tingling, ringing, and vibrating strongly in happiness.
The purple chakra became filled with soft and dizzy energy, which then began waving along my entire body.
Test
I turned away from my computer to my window to prevent anything from disturbing me. I took a convenient pose.
1. Task. See the digit. The digits appeared vertically on the black background. I was going through and though them in reversed order, and the digit “three” was brighter than other digits. Then I became confused and no longer attentive, so I named the wrong digit. Only at the second attempt I named the digit “three”.
2. The second task. See the card suit. Hearts appeared on the black background, but only the suit, not the rank; I told it was “6”, then counted the hearts and named the “9”. Next I saw the Queen out of the card deck. The dame was young, blond hair with a diadem, and with transparent veil on top of her head. She had a splendid dress with a cut. The attempt to recognize another card was a total failure. There was a black spot only, I thought it was spades, but it was clubs, and not a knight, but a king.
3. I failed to feel the odor. I only felt freshness and lightness.
4. Feeling the taste. I could only feel some acid in my mouth, like the lemon taste, I saw a yellow spot clearly. The lemon cut was seen so clear that I even felt as if I touched it with my hand.
5. See a picture? Well, there was a rectangle, 40cm x 25cm, thin frame. Below the picture, there was more water than to the right. Seven pines were above the water surrounding a small house. There also were bushes, not too tall, on the picture. The house was to the left, its tiled roof was red and sloping, the house was made of wood. To the right from the middle line, there was a flat cost of sand. There was yet another bush slightly to the right and above, with trees growing behind it. There were scarf clouds above it on the picture, and only the mid-top of the picture was the sky blue.
Rosa Zelenaya, 2009—07—27