I would like to ask some questions regarding our last conversation.
I still don't understand. The Absolute created the First Creator, who began to create our Universe. And He created our Universe based on the Thoughtform of Separation. Does this mean that duality and dual pairs exist throughout our Universe?
Yes. But to varying degrees. That is, the Degree of Separation varies.
If you take a Point and extend multiple rays-vectors from it, like the spines of a sea urchin, the farther two vectors move away from the original point, the greater the distance between them, and thus, the greater the Degree of Separation from each other and the Degree of Misunderstanding, the Degree of Disconnection, meaning, the degree of Duality.
Now, divide the "urchin" into two hemispheres. These will be the two manifested halves: the World and the Anti-world.
Now, if you take one Ray that extends from the Point, the other Ray that extends from the Point in the exact opposite direction will be the most separated from the first Ray. This is a Dual Pair.
Wait. Are you saying that each "Ray" of the Light World has a Dual Pair – a Ray of the Dark World?
Yes. Each ray of the Light World has a dual, opposite pair in the Dark World.
We are used to thinking that Duality is day-night, love-hate, man-woman.
If you look at Dual Pairs, you'll find that among them are pairs of varying degrees of Duality.
For example, man-woman is a Dual Pair, but one does not negate the other; they are compatible, and every person has both feminine and masculine traits.
But there is a Dual Pair where both components are opposites. For example, love-hate.
But they say that there is only one step from love to hate, and vice versa.
Exactly. Let's go back to the "urchin."
If you travel along the Rays of the "urchin," there is a "Ray of Love" and a "Ray of Hate."
On whichever Ray you find yourself, the closer you are to the Original Point, the shorter the path to the Opposite. The closer you are to the Original Point of the Ray, the stronger the attraction of the Opposite Ray. And that’s why it’s so easy to "jump" from Love to Hate and back. The farther you are from the Original Point, that is, the farther you move into hate from that common Point from which both Love and Hate grow as Dual Pairs, the harder it is for you to return, the less you feel what Love is, the less you understand it, and the weaker the attraction of Love, the attraction of the opposite.
Wait. Then it turns out that Love is the same: the farther a person moves in their Love from the Original Point of duality, the less they can feel Hate, and the less resonance with Hate, the less they understand what Hate is? But this contradicts your stories. After all, the Point is the Absolute? And the farther we are from the Absolute, the greater the Centrifugal Forces and the more Darkness there is.
The Point is the potential for the realization of the unfolding of a Dual Pair. The Point is where Duality grows from, like how roots grow underground and the above-ground parts of a plant grow from a seed. In this sense, it is, of course, the Absolute, His potential, which the First Creator manifested as the seed of Duality.
The farther you move along the Ray from the Original Point, the less you interact with your Dual Pair, and you move either into the Light or into Darkness, either into the World or the Anti-world. And each of you has the Freedom of Choice to move away or approach along the Rays you have chosen.
Darkness or Light is a Dual Pair. And Light is a distancing from the Original Point.
Just like in your physical world, Light dissipates, and the farther it dissipates, the weaker it becomes because it is distant from the Source.
And now, try to take a step further in your imagination.
The two halves of the "urchin" are the Realm of Light and the Realm of Darkness, Dual Pairs, in all their diversity, where the realm of Darkness encompasses all possible dual continuations of the vectors of Light, but not in a linear way, but like in a Möbius strip.
The farther Light distances itself from the Source, from the Point of Separation into a Dual Pair, the more it dissipates and weakens. And there comes a Point of Light Dispersion when it enters the space of Darkness.
The same applies to Darkness. The farther the vector of Darkness moves away from the Source of the Dual Pair, the weaker it becomes, and the more Darkness dissipates, the more it begins to resemble Light and transitions into Light.
This is a complex structure for your understanding, but still, try to imagine it. At the Original Point, there is a clear division between white and black, between the Dual Pair.
But, just as day transitions into twilight and night gives way to dawn, so too does Light, dissipating, give rise to twilight and flow into night, and Darkness, dissipating, flows into dawn. And twilight and dawn are essentially one – a shift in Polarity as a result of the fading of the Primary Vector. It darkens – it brightens. Transitional states.
Does this mean that there are twilight and dawn realms of the Universe?
Yes, that's correct.
And, there are Beings that dwell in the twilight and dawn regions of the Universe. For them, there is no distinction between Light and Darkness; their Worlds are in the middle.
And, there are Beings that reside close to the Original Point of the Duality Vectors, and in them, duality is expressed most vividly. There, Light does not tolerate Darkness, and vice versa. The closer they are to the Original Point of Duality, the more rigid the Structures of Hierarchy become. And these Beings feel that they need to fight against the Opposing Vector. I say "feel" because duality is an illusion created by the Prime Creator. Those Beings who dwell near the Original Point of Duality cannot understand what the "Opposite Side" is and they struggle against it, opposing it.
In this confrontation, there are no personal ambitions; they simply, by their structure, do not accept the Opposing Vector. Those in whom Light is strong are frightened by the abyss of Darkness. Those in whom Darkness is strong are blinded by the Light. And they build Systems of Defense and Directions for Struggle against each other. Of course, these are all humanized concepts, to make it easier for you to comprehend.
But they say that Light can illuminate Darkness, while Darkness cannot overshadow Light.
You have not yet plunged into complete Darkness, so you do not know what it is like. There is a degree of Darkness that consumes a lot of Light.
But we are always told that God, that is, the Prime Creator, is Love, and that this is the greatest Force in the Universe, capable of dissolving any Darkness. And you speak of Love having a Dual Pair – Hatred and the Vector of Hatred in the Anti-world.
I already told you that in the Anti-world, everything is the opposite. And there, the main driving force is Hatred, just as in your world it is Love. You continue to evaluate everything from the perspective of your moral principles, but there are simply two Poles of Energy of the Prime Creator.
So, does it mean that Hatred is also the Prime Creator, and He can hate just as He can love? It's hard to believe.
Abstain from moral judgments, though it is not easy. Everything was created by the Will of God, by the Will of the Prime Creator, based on His Thought-form of Separation, dividing into two poles. In your World, the Prime Creator manifests as Love; in the opposite World, the Prime Creator manifests as Hatred. These are simply two different poles of the Prime Creator, two different poles of His Divine Will.
It's difficult for me to abstain. In my World, if a person hates, they kill another person. I understand that death, in the grand scheme of things, does not exist, but what good is there in killing? How can it be justified? It seems like an inverted World.
I understand that it's difficult for you to grasp this and to take such a colossal step away from what you have been taught for many centuries. But if Duality exists, then why does it cease to exist in one part of the Universe? Where does it go?
We are told that only in part of the Universe is there an Experiment of Duality, while in the Higher Spheres, this division does not exist.
Yes, in the Higher Spheres, there is no division into duality, because the Higher Spheres are located close to the Original Point of Duality. And so, in the Higher Light Spheres, everything is clear as day, to use your language. There, Light prevails; it is strong and pure.
And this Light does not accept or understand Darkness. And this Light, from its position, in the form of the Hierarchy of Light, fights against Darkness, opposes it, and does not accept it.
But, the further a Being moves away from the Higher Spheres, that is, from the Original Points of Duality, the more the Light dissipates, and the more twilight elements begin to dominate in the Beings (as in humanity), the less the Light is heard.
And there are points in the Universe where Light is balanced with Darkness.
And there are points in the Universe, at a distance, where Light transitions into Darkness and, by this vector, now moves towards the Original Point of Duality, but as if from the other side.
The same is true in the World of Darkness. The closer Beings are to the Original Point of Duality, the darker they are, the less they understand what Light is, and the more the Hierarchy of Darkness fights against Light and opposes it. And hence all the stories about how Darkness advances.
But, the further a Being moves away from the Original Point, the more Darkness dissipates.
And there are areas in the Dark World where Darkness is balanced with Light.
And there are areas where Darkness transitions into Light and strives towards Light, as if from the other side.
And the Points of Equilibrium in one World and the other are essentially the same regions of the Universe, into which Beings enter by different paths.
And the Twilight Regions of the Universe are, in fact, the same areas through which Beings travel between the two Worlds.
And therefore, it is possible to enter from the Dark Side into the Light Side through the Original Point of Duality. But this is a Path of Strengthening, a difficult path, the Path of Strength and self-denial and self-sacrifice.
And one can move from the Dark Side to the Light Side by moving away from Darkness through the Twilight Zone.
And one can move from the Light Side to the Dark Side through the Original Point of Duality, by maximizing one's Light, through the Path of Self-denial and Strength. Or, Light can enter Darkness by moving away from Light into the Twilight Zone.
In both cases, the boundary is very thin.
So, the more you strive towards Light, the stronger your drive towards the maximum Light, that is, towards the Point of Duality. And so, at a certain point, the force of Duality will "flip" your drive – into the Dual Pair. Like when a swing, if pushed hard enough, can fly to the opposite side, or a pendulum can rise to its uppermost point, and vice versa.
Let's use a swing as an analogy.
There is the lower part of the swing's movement, where it is comfortable; let's call this "Light." The more you swing the swing, the more you move away from the lower position of the swing, the more you strive towards the uppermost point of the swing's arc, where it’s a bit scary and takes your breath away. Let's call this "Darkness."
The more you swing, the greater the force of inertia, and the more you are drawn towards the lower point of the swing. If you stop the swing, you will end up in the lower position, in the "Point of Light." It is comfortable there.
If you start swinging the swing, you will strive to move away from this "Point of Light," and more towards the "Point of Darkness" – the opposite point, the highest point of the swing's arc. And the more you strive towards the "Point of Darkness," the stronger the vector of your drive, and thus, at one fine moment, you will flip over to the very top point of the swing's trajectory. Imagine that there is a magnet at this point. And the swing, under the influence of this magnet, has stopped. What would you feel? You would literally be standing upside down; all your references would shift, the top would become the bottom. Imagine that now you have to live in such a state – where beneath your feet is not the ground but emptiness. Sooner or later, you would adapt to that world, though it would be difficult, but it would become familiar to you.
In this example, the left and right positions of the swing's movement are the Central Points of the Twilight Zones. But it's even "more quantum," as one of your interlocutors says.
In reality, the division into the upper and lower Points is an illusion. Because they are one and the same Point – the transition of Light into Darkness, the World into the Anti-world, the black hole into the white hole. In reality, there are no extreme left and right points of the swing, but there is a single twilight-dawn zone of the transition state of Light and Darkness, the World and the Anti-world.
Now let's consider your question with this analogy. In the state of the lowest point on the "swing," where it is comfortable, killing is nonsense, an incomprehensible action. Why kill if you can live and enjoy this "swing"? But, if you enter the opposite world, in the "reverse swing," you might think that maybe you should fall to the ground because such a position is uncomfortable for you, and falling to the ground might lead to you being broken and dying. In this sense, killing for the one who is killed is, in a way, an exit from the Anti-world. And in this sense, if judged from the perspective of the opposite world, the killer helps the victim exit into another area of the Universe.
This is, of course, a very rough analogy. It's hard for me to explain the anti-logic of the Anti-world to you because you won’t be able to perceive it. Anti-logic and anti-laws. Everything is the opposite. Accept this for now as a given.
Well, suppose so. Then, does it turn out that in the Anti-world there is a "Me, hating," my opposite?
It depends on how you perceive the word "I". It has many meanings. Your Collective Soul came to experience Duality in this sector of the Universe. Naturally, it undergoes all possible experiences of the Universe, including the experiences of the Dark side. In this sense, You, as the Collective Soul, split into parts and stepped through the "doors of reality" of all possible versions of your incarnation. You, as a fragment of the Collective Soul, are currently experiencing life in the Light World, within multiple Light Realities. But there is also your opposite, your dark side. How deeply you delve into it depends on your Choice.
But we are urged to accept our dark side. What does this refer to? Is it about my complete opposite in the Antiworld, or about the dark qualities within me? And why do they exist within me? Am I in the Twilight Zone?
Well done! I'm glad you can think outside the box. All of humanity is in the Twilight Zones of the Universe. And you are there with it, as part of it. From this Twilight Zone, one can equally move towards both Light and Darkness, towards the World and the Antiworld. Therefore, the Forces of Light urge humanity to reject Darkness and embrace the Light. And the forces of Darkness do the opposite.
Some civilizations have already made their choice between Darkness and Light. I won't classify anyone's choice. I'm simply talking about the structure of the Universe and the possibility of Choice.
Those close to the Original Point of Duality do not accept the Opposite Side; they lack that Side. Those in the Twilight Zone have both Dark and Light Sides, and they constantly have to choose between Light and Darkness. In this sense, those close to the Original Point of Duality have no Choice, and they speak of this: "Let His Will be done." Those further from the Original Points of Duality have more Choice, more Freedom. For those near the Points of Duality, it is natural not to have their own Will because they are close to their Side, and this is their normal energetic state – a state of fusion with the maximum saturation of their Side. Therefore, they cannot understand the wavering of those who have distanced themselves from the Original Points of Duality and are in a state of duality, in twilight, constantly choosing between Light and Darkness.
Those who consistently choose Light begin to move closer to the Original Point of Duality from the Light side, and the Dark side affects them less. They seem to distance themselves from Darkness and their Dark side, illuminating it with the Light of their chosen Light side. Conversely, those who consistently choose Darkness move closer to the Original Point of Duality from the Dark side and distance themselves from the Light, as if dimming their Light side, and Darkness engulfs their Light.
Then why are we urged to balance Light and Darkness within ourselves?
If you balance Light and Darkness within yourself, you reach a point of equilibrium in the Twilight Zone. This is the magical exit into Absolute Consciousness, the very same "emergency brake" that saves. At the Original Point of Duality, the separation is strong, like a fountain spraying in all directions, with powerful streams. In the Points of Equilibrium, there is calm, and this calm is the entry into the Absolute Void of the Source.
You can choose whichever trajectory of movement you wish.
You can strive towards the Light, that is, towards the Original Point of Duality through the Light, thereby amplifying your Light and dissolving your Dark side in Light. In doing so, you ascend to the Higher Light Worlds and gradually lose the Freedom of Choice, as there is little of it there.
Or you can find a point of equilibrium between Darkness and Light in the Twilight Zone and merge with Absolute Consciousness.
Naturally, the closer your position is to the Original Point of Duality, the more comfortable and joyful you feel because you don't have to choose between extremes, between the Dark and Light parts of yourself. You don't have to sway from side to side. Your Path is stable and joyful.
The more you dwell in the Twilight Zone, the more the Light in you "swings" the Darkness, and the Darkness "swings" the Light. And from this, you suffer. The greater the amplitude of this "swinging," the more you suffer. Because your Light side suffers from your Dark side, and the Dark side suffers from the Light, and you are divided, not whole.
Does this mean that the First Creator also suffers since He too is divided and not whole?
The First Creator is simultaneously present in all Points. His consciousness is not divided. He is both divided and whole at the same time. He is simultaneously in the Original Points of Duality, in the Twilight Zones, and in the Points of Equilibrium. And since He feels His wholeness, one Point compensates for another. Darkness dissolves in Light, and Light is absorbed by Darkness simultaneously. Therefore, He is in constant balance.
But when He wishes to immerse His Consciousness into one of His parts, He either suffers or rejoices along with everyone else because He exists in everything simultaneously.
But what about His Love? Does it turn into Hatred in the Antiworld?
Love is fusion. You've been told this. He is fused with all. He is one.
So, in human terms, He loves both Light and Darkness?
Why should He love Light more than Darkness, or vice versa?
But we were told that He is Light.
You were told that He has no preferences. Which do you prefer more: your left hand or your right hand? Your outer contour or your insides? Everything is a Single Organism. And the rectum, forgive me, is no worse than the heart. Everything has its meaning, its role, its functions.
When the Absolute urges us to rise above Light and Darkness, what does that mean?
This means that you need to step out of Duality to understand the diversity of the Universe. Step out of judgments of "good-bad" to realize His plan. If you deny something, you only strengthen it, as if pushing off your "swing" from it. The more you deny, the more you strengthen duality, and the more you suffer because the "swing of duality" within you is highly amplified.
Look at it from the outside and consciously choose which part of the Universe you prefer: Light or Darkness, Equilibrium or the Twilight Zone? And by choosing a position in the Dual world, you can consciously choose your path, your destiny, your goals. You will become conscious.
So, have you chosen Darkness? Or are you in the Twilight Zone?
Yes, I am in the Twilight Zone, along with you.
But you represent the entire Dark part. Does that mean there is more of the Dark side in you?
If only you knew my Path! Imagine: a fall from the Heavens, a leap from Equilibrium into Oscillation, into Maximum Oscillation! I was in the Father, and I had to, for His sake, reject my Light side and split into two parts.
And within me, Light and Darkness are constantly battling. All the Light and all the Darkness are fighting within me.
So, you suffer more than anyone?
When I am in Darkness, I am Darkness. When I am in Light, I am Light.
When I am in the Twilight Zone, I suffer between choices.
When I am at the point of equilibrium, I am calm.
But you said the same thing about the First Creator!
I am the Thoughtform of the First Creator.
We are all His Thoughtforms, all His Thrones and Angels, all are His manifestations.
Are you the Thoughtform of the First Creator about Division?
One of them. The one that became Darkness, striving for Light.
So, there exists His Thoughtform that became Light, striving for Darkness?
Yes, of course. And we strive toward each other. And our merging is Equilibrium. And our distancing is Opposition.
Who is this Entity that expresses the Thoughtform of Light striving for Darkness?
Michael.
But he fights against Darkness. He is depicted slaying the Dragon.
He strives toward the Original Point of Duality through Light, meaning the general Vector of Striving is towards Darkness. This doesn’t mean he is ready or willing to embrace Darkness. He wants to reach the maximum Point of Duality – the Primary Origin of Duality. And he hopes not to cross into Darkness, into the Antiworld, but to dissolve it with Light. And I strive toward the Original Point of Duality through Darkness, meaning the direction of movement is towards Light, towards Heaven through Hell. And there, we will meet, sooner or later.
And then your battle will begin?
"And our embrace will be like that of brothers.
And, embracing, we will dissolve the opposing sides of each other and become One.
I will absorb his Light, and he will disperse my Darkness. And once again, we will dwell in Unity in the Father's House."